You do need to take care of yourself

It's true what they say. You do need to take care of yourself when your in tough situations.

I'm learning this first hand. 

Life is beyond crazy. Between going to the nursing home. My dad in the hospital. Art classes. And everything else. I'm just exhausted.

My kids have eaten more fast food then I want to admit. The almost full set of coke pins says it for me. 

When my kids are calling the friends mom who watches them Thursday/Friday there "other mom" you know things are a lot. 

I'm stuck on a short fuze. I'm exhausted. I forgot to take care of me. 

I had to take small fry to the doctor to get wax out of her ears. They flushed it. I got our doc to check me since I had a sore throat and ears. He said I was fine. Wednesday I started hacking. Turns out as I had a major can't breath attack yesterday that I have penomnina. And bad. Antibiotics, steroids, and puffers. Great. I'm glad though that the kids dad took them to Oma's till Monday. 

Now I'm hoping I can can recoup as I need to search for rentals, and try to find a place with 3 bedrooms and wheelchair accessabity.

I think it's time I update regularly. I'm thinking of getting back in to poetry. 

Well the life of a single mom to transgender kid and 2 more who now takes care of her father with a brain bleed... 

Wow... This is my life...