Let it go

I have been holding in so much in the last 7-8 weeks since my dad's brain bleed. Even more since my split with the kids dad. 

Today as I was sick in bed. I have this chest cough and breathing issue that just won't go away. They think it's bronchitis not penomona after a 5 hour ER trip yesterday as steroids, puffers, and antibiotics were not working. 

I have been having vivid dreams and in this one my message was to let it go. To share and not hold back. Because if I'm holding in things, I can't heal from it. 

So at 6am I posted this blog on a mom chat page on Facebook. I was not sure the backlash I would receive... But I did it. 

I can't believe the support from these women. 

Now to just keep posting. To hopefully get more people to comment and follow. And to let it go as Elsa would say.